Karma

Oh how quickly we forget...

Lauren's always telling me that something awesome is going to happen to me because I have such good karma, because I am always trying to help people. For a moment there I thought, "Damn, I am a pretty good person. I should have something nice coming for me pretty soon."

But then I checked my stupid Truth Box on Myspace today. I installed that stupid application because I wanted to feel warm and happy, because I saw all the sweet comments Bibi got on there. Of course, mine is filled with "ur ugly"s and "u look like a dude"s and an "i hate u for what u did u dumb bitch." How quickly one can forget that she treated everyone like shit once upon a time.

I'll make a real post once I kick this depression bullshit out of my head. I need to fix myself... again.